Page 2 of 8
I hate to say it but the man is morphing over the years into a more and more violant and less and less human creatore. I know it sounds like sceince fitcion but I think granfathers becoming an alein.
Althuogh hes less able to control himself for long trips and incraesingly must be confined during travel, the flip side is that Granfathers health contineus to rappidly inprove. In my last update i mentionned that he now uses a walker half the time and the wheelchair the other half. Yet just in the last week he can actualy walk around althogh slow and stilted for 1 full hour a day with leg braces under his pants and with a cane. He hasnt walked unasisted since 1990.
I know i complain about him but he IS my grandfathor. Deep inside i care for him. I just want us to GET ALLONG and have our family be normol. I hope we can salvoge a relatonship out of it so my memoreis after hes gone will be good ones. I feel VERY BADLEY that i have mixed feelings about his inproving cause a few times i wished hed just die or Id never see him again an I feel giulty about it. THATS WHAT THIS WEBSITES ALL ABOUT - SHARIN MY FEELINGS.
Granfather said: I DONT WANT ANY OF HIS DANM SOUP I JUST WANT TO GO OVER THERE AN HARASS THE FELLER. I JUST WANT TO RIDE HIS ASS.
I said granfather DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS? And then he said mabye we coud share a cab to Mid Town Manhaten where the book agent was. Then i did somthing BAD. Yes the old guy was just reachin out to me and I said NO let me get back to sleep. Granfather got mad and started screamin an said mean things to me like WUSSY (that hes not suposed to call me accordin to the new rules the laywers came up with). And then he gave me a rather rude 2 word explotive--Lets just say it wasnt 'LETS DANCE' and he hung up and i felt bad and wanted to call back oppologize but didnt have the number. I tryed to call my dad 3 times in Califonria to get it but only got his phonemail. I started cryin I felt real bad cause I serriously dissed the old bastord. Also BOY DID I GET SNAKED on the phone calls when the bill came. DONT EVER MAKE CALLS FROM A HOTEL ROOM.
He began snarling at the main book agent. He was a plaesant man who tryed to break the tenshion by makin a small joke that hes the first book agent since the guy who handled the Milly book (George Bushes dog's book) to have the author growl and nash his teeth at him.